Guess i'm Nobody to you.
Just SomeThing you've used and Doesn't want anymore.


had eng in d morning.
den waited for freaking 3hrs for SS!
&we had an air-con room to w8 in,Thanks to Ahem! =D
Thanks.
SS was uber boring & sucked,as usual.
went to outrampark to eat at sellick's family business place?
it was nice & dey were so nice! =)
was full until i wanna TU NAI! Lol^^
im growing like an elephant! o.O
now home again.

feeling so Tu Lan-ed now!
FWARGHHHH !!!



People always say : Dont keep it to yourself,
Shared sorrows are halved while shared happiness is double the joy.
but sometimes,keeping somethings to yourself will cause less confusions or pain.



Sweet Revenge eh ?
It hurts.
The poision is slowly taking my life.


u make my mood change so drastically.
but now im FUCKED!
so dont fk with me anymore!


IMA GO OUT WITH FRENDS ! WOOTS!



All these thoughts they make no sense,
everything you say to me,
takes me one step closer to the edge.
&imabout to BREAK!



FWARGHing song just RINGS my head!
ARGHHH!



&while blogging abt dis fk!
dey hav 2 change d time!
from 4.50,
to 5.15
to 6!
fk.
but,i love you people.=P



WAITING!
painstakingly

Hope everything will go my way,
or as long as its not negative.
Things hasnt been going well for me.
A new year is approaching,
i wish for a better start & life.



've been so depressed lately.
But,there werent anyone who cared.
Or probably,its just her who cheers me up without her knowing.
Well,things are starting to improve.
Life's not as bad now.
Hope it continues to be like this,
or hopefully...BETTER!





juz drew dis pic during a math tuition on sunday.=)
hope its nice.=P

&some other old pics taken between after exams & now.=D




Linkin Park-One Step Closer.

I cannot take this anymore
I'm saying everything I've said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you'll say
But you'll find that out anyway

Just like before...

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break

I find the answers aren't so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again

Chorus

Shut up when I'm talking to you
Shut up, shut up, shut up (2x)

I'm about to break!

Chorus








YAWN!!!
soccer training ytd,wasnt tt gd.
went out wif maine alex & others ytd to simei lan & play lor.
for like arnd 3hrs bahs.
o.O
oh tian!! my eyesight!!! AHHHH!!!
den su joined us but we left after a few rounds of cs...=)
so fun! heh.
den went for dinner!
waited so long for tt stupid chicken shop thingy den every1 lookin at me eat! =D
&all left except me jon & su lor.
went to dte 2 meet odelia den went 2 de beach walk walk!
bought a tub of ice cream & a carton of milk! HA!! xD
dirtied my pants!! TMD! stupid melted ice cream.=(
encountered countless ants! & decided 2 go 2 jon's house 2 stay!
heh.
played cards for awhile.stupid odelia owned every1...=X
den jeremy pang sehed us lor! didnt go lan,didnt meet us.=/
su & i slept after a few card games.
den jon was folding straw stars for odelia.
she tried learning,but sucked.=P
& all of us slept till dis morning!
tts all!
=)





boring day.
spent d whole afternoon till evening at LAN!
fking waste my $$$
but bo bian.
duno hu pang seh me sia.(NOT SAYING NAMES!)
ohwell,had some fun losing wif maine! but she improved abit ler...heh.
den,came back home.walked slowly,thinking,&troubled.
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Guess the only one One can really love & trust is Oneself.

tagged by odelia like yrs ago.
but im only free now.
heh.so bored tt i hav 2 do dis.=X

1. Are you single, taken or crushing?
single

2. Are you happy with your life now?
no

3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with her fast?
no

4. Have you ever had your heart broken?
guess not

5. Do you believe in some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
no

6. Would you take someone back if she cheats on you?
depends

7. Have you ever talk about marriage with another before?
guess so,but cant rmb who.

8. Do you want children?
yes

9. How many?
1football team + 10reserves. =D

10. Would you consider adoption?
nawh.

11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know her feelings?
tell me!! =)

12. Do you enjoy getting into a relationship?
hopefully a pleasant one.

13. Be honest, what is the furthest thing you n your ex did?
dont apply for me.wtf

14. Do you believe in love at the first sight?
nope

15. Are you romantic?
dont think so

16. Do you believe you can change someone?
hope i can!

17. Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO

18. Do you have feelings for someone right now?
confused with stupid love.

19. Have you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up?
guess NOT.

20. Have you ever broke a heart?
hopefully no.if i did,sorry.=P

21. If one day your best friend falls in love with the girl you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
let the girl decide.

22. Are you missing someone right now?
Definitely.

Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs. Write down their names in the list below. Tag them in their blog to let them know.
whoever shit who gives some shit about me.

sat in d dam hall for almost d whole day today.
super boring.
except d talk from tt dunno wad guy luh.abit entertaining lor.=X
den went for lunch at mac after school.
d others went off 4 soccer.
but i dun wanna play soccer in long pants luh.
fking stupid sensitive skin thing! CHEE HIA!!
ohwell,den me&matt went over 2 find nana & ode.
hang arnd & talked den went 2 mac for ice-cream!! =)
went bac 2 their house 4 tv.
&dinner after tt.
came back home & now im here blogging.
alamak.
duno where 2 go tmr.
no school! =D

saw my report book today,but haven get back d latest report card.=(
den i saw how FKED i did 4 d pass 2yrs! WTF!
=X

awww weeeeell.
take life easily & live it.
dont live with regret.

been so long since i blogged.
ohwell,been busy mahs.
always going out.
no time for blog.
stupid lame shit.
haiz.
days been bad.
tts all.
Take Care every1.



Don't give up easily,
or you will let yourself down.
Do your best in everything.

WTF!
my com is finally "ALIVE"
but...screw dis!
i dunno where to dl wmp10 tt i can install,coz im using fake cd-key for win-xp
SIAN!
den no music!!
ARGH !!
=(
so sad.
i lazy blog larh.
juz a short post to tell every tt i screwed english,A math , F&N , chinese &many more which i've nt taken!
so far only pass e math & physics! =(

I WANNA CHANGE PHONE !!!
stupid VS6 like so lousy den wanan spoil lidat de.
RAWR!
i wan K800i !! or K610i oso can...=)
hope tt i get to change it soon bahs.
God Bless Me & My Com !! =D

MY INTERNET IS RECONNECTED!
like FINALLY can!
lol.
gosh
wad a boring (after exams) day it is sia!
after school juz went for lunch wif maine,matt &cx.
den talk & tried deciding where to go.
but decided to go home 1st.
gosh.
took us so long to decide.
d guys went for soccer.but i wasnt in d mood for it.sorry.=(
&yups.
gonna go out for dinner & talk talk wif su,matt,veto,val&hongyen soon lor.
waiting for tt stupid matt to bathe.we were home for so long & he hasnt bathe! dirty aint he.
xP
Ohwell,ALL THE BEST TO ME FOR MY RESULTS! x)

&Happy(14th yr & 1st day)BirthdayJoey!
=P

YawnZ!
my dad didnt pay for the internet bills & i dun hav an internet connection at home.=(
&he made me feel so retarded tryin to "repair" my connection until i called the technical support & she(the wadeva) tells me to check wif the billing system.
den i was like uh.sian sia ! so malu.
._.
&here i am at ode's house blogging.=)
&she's reading it.=(
boohooo.
i nid some privacy here...
lol.
nvm
i shall continue
yawn.
i guess ode is boring.
=)
&dere r like so little songs here.YawnZ~
&my ulcer has been in my mouth for weeks ler!
stupid ode&nana still feeding me wif fries.
alamak!


okay...
about today...! hmmm.....
woke up arnd 1030 or smth coz of su's msg luh! tmd.
lol.but i continued slping till 12+
den tried fixing my internet.den was late for studying wif her.
well,studied wif su & yuyi at downtown burger king from 2+ till 6 or7 lidat wor.
nt bad rite?
&i hope tt my chem improved!! haiz...studied so long like still so difficult sia.
den tmr nida study for F&N! which i totally suck in theory! TMD!!!!
my memory work like some kinda shit luh.so irritating sia.=(
den went to tm coz su wanna buy slippers~
but she didnt bought any coz it wasnt nice.so sad!
we shall go elsewhere to search after exams kays!
I WANNA GO SHOPPING!
some1 plz jio me out.=(
exams gonna b OVER in 2days time!! WOOHOO!
but sad news,we hav to go bac to school for extra lessons during the 1st 2 weeks of nov hols sia.
how sad.=(
&monday is JOEY's birthday! HeeHee^^
Happy Early birthday to you!
OH OH OH!! i cant wait till 27th of nov! class chalet! hopefully ms chua booked it.=)
hope its gonna b fun!
i smell loads & tonnes of fun arnd the corner
heh heh. ;D
shall study hard tmr for my chemistry & F&N!!!
GOGOGO!
i dun wanan fail too badly.=X
THATS ALL FOLKS!
and something extra,my dad said he wld w8 for me to reach home b4 12am.
but he obviously forgotten & went to slp lor.
tmd.always lidat de sia.
didnt even get a freaking call lor.=)

GoodNight All~

THANKS YOU LIM YONG JIAN!
I FREAKING LOVE YOU!
thanks to him.
who scold some sense into me,
i finally made up my mine.
SPOILERS AINT WORTH IT !!
i shall study!
HARD!
i mean...ROCK HARD! REAL HARD!
=)
hopefully i can concentrate.
try my best.

Fyi,I Love My Ass!! <3
=D

Its not worth trying to be nice.
Maybe some people may appreciate it.
But not you.
I freaking swear ima stop caring abt you & using vulgarities becoz of you.
I'll lead my Life With No Vulgarities & Full Of Love!
well ofcoz,examinations come first.=)
gosh.
my chinese letter writing consist of lousy formatt & 4lines of rubbish.=)
my chinese compo consist of not more than 100words when they need at least 400.=)
how great right?
how much m i gonna get for chinese dis term? its gonna be a surprise! =D
well,english compre was quite tough i hav to say.
but summary was okay bahs.
hopes it pulls my marks up.
I MUST PASS ENGLISH!
GOGOGO! x)

Time for Geography.^^

Yo Peeps!
Juz wanna let all of you tt today's papers sucked for me !!
Lol.
feel so fked when ppl go arnd saying : HAHA!! today's paper like so fking easy rite?
den i will like URGH! fk you!
haiz.
shall try & study for my geog bahs.
tmr's paper dun nid to study bahs.
eng pp2 & chi pp1.
will start my geog studying today bahs!
dun wanna screw up my whole humanities.
cant fail too badly!
booHoo.
stupid chi will definitely pull my overall like 1000000tonnes weight pulling a feather..
o.O
im weird.
alright den.
Cya babes^^

&Fking Odelia Nai!
Don't piss the fk outta me coz u r alr on my nerves!
Fking Girl!

I still love you honey!
But you've Changed.
Tell Me You Still Love Me?


Pictures Taken On Saturday 31st september.a bee tt i drew! poser ode de.
but i gav it colours.=)
took dis pic to tell every1 tt nicholas is a PIG hu takes junk foods! =P
oh well,i forced him to pick it up for me to take a pic.xP
i ate some too.WaHaha
&i found dis behind yh's t-shirt!
how cool?
power for the people
revolution
&lastly...PEACE! =)
i drew dis!
YaY!
honey,im sure u noe wads dis rite?
Hehe.x)

Its a saturday morning when i left home.
boo lar.
slept so late,woke up so early.
woke up at like 9 to giv sujatha a wake up call!
den i fell asleep again!
den i was awoken by su's msg at 10!
& i hav 1hr to wash up & reach changi!
BOO lar!
& guess wad?!
im 5mins late!
but other were like 30-50mins late can!
tmd sian luh.
den nic&yh were gayly late.=P
sat down & did A math together!
realised tt yh improved alot after tuitions from nic! GOOD JOB BABES! GOGOGO!
i revised thru quite some chaps.
& i HATE sets!
cant really sit dere for long.
my ass is too hot for the seat. xP
went to d toilet wif 24hr cleaner's service sia.how cool? high class rite! o.O
nida wash my face occasionally coz of excessive oil & lack of sleep & hotness of ass.=D
towards evening time,i lost concentration & started drawing on my book.
& became SUPER lame can!
coz of tt nicholas larh.
retardedly LAME!
spelt like : L A M E !!
._.
went for a movie after leaving changi at arnd 7+
its for destressing kays! so dun blame me.=P
watched stay alive!
quite a cool show abt dis video game tt indirectly relates to real life?
how cool!
but i hope such games wont fall in2 my hands! i dun wanna die! =(
ohya! & ode was so scared tt she cried! she was afraid of d elizabeth character luh.
coz she's disgusting? but i find her chio.but old! LoL.=P
&she was so scared thru out d whole show!
she's even afraid of lookin at d grudge2 advertisement. ._.
nana was msging thru out d whole show larh!
boo!
she didnt even gt scared much!
LoL.
ohwell,hope tt i can watch more horror/gruesome movies after exams!
so cool & exciting! =D
&ode got us a PINK bottle wif in-built STRAW can!
super gay luh!
but im supposed to use it in school! =(
me,ode & nana has 1 each. & another fren of theirs.
like...how gay?!?
wtf.
& yes! was on my way home after d movie.
& yes! ode&nana sent me home AGAIN!
so weird larh.
shldnt it be guys sending girls home?!
its d other way round in dis case wor.
so ARGH rite? o.O
aw well,dey r so sweet.=)
tts d end of my day!
i shall study humanities later! like sunday!
no tuition coz it was brought forward to fri.=)
yawn!
&CHUNG ZI YING nv msg me today(saturday)!
im so sad luh.
haiz.=(
shall scold u later(sunday) !
BooYou!

End Of Story.
I'm Still Alive.
My Game Continues.=)

GoodNight All.